I see what you are trying to do. You are confused. You have no idea what you want to do with your life. You only know that you want to settle down and have a nice life with someone. At least that is what’s expected of you. I am not sure if that is your own personal desire. It just doesn’t feel like that.
So, you see me. I am the perfect addition to your plan. Honest, kind, mature, nice-looking, educated, independent woman. The perfect catch. But you don’t love me. No, you just love the idea of me. You know we would look good on paper, that’s all.
Well, too bad, because that’s not going to cut it.
I am not a woman you could settle for. You are not going to fool me with your cheap tricks.
I am not here to settle for a comfortable relationship and a half-assed love. I am not here to help you prove to your family that you’ve found love. I am not here to make your ex-girlfriend jealous. And I am not here to be your trophy wife.
I am here to fall in love. Madly, deeply and passionately. I am here to find a person who will make me feel things I’ve never felt before. I am here to find a man who will not be afraid to show me how crazy he is about me. More importantly, I am here to find myself.
All my life I’ve been dreaming the same. To feel love and to find the other piece of my soul. I am not saying that I’ve never done mistakes. I am just saying that even though my heart has been broken many times, I’ve never allowed myself to settle for just about anyone. I’ve made a vow to myself that whatever happens to me, I will never say yes to someone I don’t love, or to someone that doesn’t love me. I’ve promised myself that I will never ever settle for a relationship that doesn’t feel right. Even if I end up alone forever.
So, don’t think that I will make an exception for you.
I am not a woman would you could settle for. I am not someone you could marry because I fit perfectly into your plans.
I have my hopes and dreams and the only thing that I care for is finding real love. An out-of-this-world, crazy, all-consuming, can’t-live-without-each-other love. I want to fall asleep and wake up with a smile on my face. I want to feel wanted. I want to know that I have the right person in my life. I want to be able to rely on my soulmate. I want to know that there is someone out there who cares for me dearly.
Don’t make things hard for us. I deserve to experience real love, and you do too. So, please don’t force us to pretend we have something between us when it’s clear that we are not made for each other. Love cannot just happen when you want it to happen.
If you are not able to give that to me then please leave me alone and let me find my own happiness somewhere else.
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