I never thought I’d see the day when I finally say THANK you.
I never thought that I’d be strong enough to survive the mess that you did in my life. Back then I was so deeply stuck in the never-ending misery that I thought that I would never ever find happiness again. I was convinced that this will always stay and haunt me. I was desperate, hurt and alone. I cursed the day I met you and I fell for you. I cried myself to sleep every night. I thought that I will be stuck in this loop forever.
But time passed. And I matured. The pain transformed me into a different person, and today I am thankful.
I am thankful for every struggle, every experience, and every heartbreak.
But more importantly, I am thankful to you. For everything.
Thank for you breaking my heart. Thank you for teaching me a lesson about being careful before I fall for someone. Thank you for letting me know that you are not capable of loving. Your indifference and your heartlessness made me the person I am today. Your selfishness helped me find myself and become stronger than ever.
Thank you for giving up on me. Thank you for teaching me that I am the only person that will ever take care of myself. Thank you for forcing me to understand that I can, and I will survive on my own. Thank you for teaching me how to make it on my own. Thank you for not loving me the way I deserved to be loved because that opened my eyes and reminded me how important self-love is.
Thank you for not giving a damn about my feelings. Thank you for being selfish. For letting me open up to you and give you my heart when you knew that you couldn’t love me the same way that I do. Thank you for that. Thank you for not worrying how bad you hurt me when you left. I struggled, but now I am a better person because of it. Today I value myself. And I know that I would never ever give myself to someone before I am truly certain.
Thank you for not fighting for me. Thank you for showing me that fighting for you was one big waste of time. Thank you for always putting yourself first before our relationship. Thank you for convincing me that I am not worthy of love. Thank you for letting me know that I am not enough for you. Because of that, I am now more than enough.
Thank you for lying to me. Thank you for showing me that lying, conniving, manipulative people exist, and they usually wear masks. Thank you for every time you tried to cover your lies. Thank you for making me stupid and naïve. Thank you for taking me for granted. All of this gave me the strength to rise up from the ashes and become who I am today. A stronger, bolder and much braver person. I no longer spend my nights mourning your loss.
Now, I am thankful. Thankful for everything that I experienced with you. It gave me the wings I desperately needed.
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